God’s Presence: Grace

Last night while listening to a video about the transfer of wealth I began to feel the presence of God. The presence became so strong I wept and laughted. At one point I even either had a difficult time breathing or I was breathing very deeply, or maybe both. It was incredible because I felt …

Dreams: Still Waters

I had a dream last night that I was walking through what looked like a shallow part of a river or creek. I saw some goldfish and they were just going about their business. I may have been a little fearful just because they were there but they didn't harm me. I felt a little …

Faith In The New: Overcoming Addiction

I didn't want to talk about myself much in my blog posts anymore, but I think that if I give my story it might help someone get hope in their situation. I am writing about faith in this blog post in the perspective of overcoming obstacles to living a blessed life. I did not always …

Surviving The Storm

We all go through storms in life, whether they are in nature or in our personal life. Many people are going through them now. To me a storm of life can mean the loss of something we held dear; whether that is an idea, a material item, or a person. It could also be that …

Step Into The New!

I have been battling in spiritual warfare every night this week. God has been exposing different evil spirits and explaining their assignments against me. These spirits have been blocking my blessings and God's plans for my life. We are in a battle people. "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, …

We The People

This blog post was not easy to write. I wanted to avoid it but God wants me to be bold and go all in. I don't know if this blog will lead to anything good but the devil sure has been fighting me against it. Here recently prophets have been telling me to keep writing, but …

The Jezebel Spirit PT. 2

In part 1 of The Jezebel Spirit I explained what the Jezebel spirit is and discussed some of the destruction it causes. Part 2 will focus on the pain left behind and what survivors can do to survive. I will refer to people who are the victims of narcissistic abuse mostly as survivors. The Pain …

All Things Become New

I found this Iris in my flower bed a few days ago. It is a beautiful gift from my father in Heaven. He must love me! I like to analyze things sometimes and I thought it was interesting how the old iris blooms die. The change happens rather quickly. Upon this realization I was reminded …

The Jezebel Spirit PT. 1

We can all exhibit traits of narcissism. However, there is a difference between having narcissistic tendencies and having narcissistic personality disorder (NPD). Some people with NPD may have several traits or only the ones required to be diagnosed with the disorder. I don't like to use labels but for brevity sometimes I will be labeling people …

In Our Wilderness

These past few years have been like a wilderness experience for me and it seems like it has been for other people as well. Of course life is filled with difficulty, but it has been especially difficult for me these last few years. Not that my life wasn't wonderful as well. I am not complaining. …